Just came back from a week of water parks and roller coaster at Disney, with Mini Me. Great vacation, lots of fun and laughter. Took him to Jedi training at Hollywood Studios. He said his face hurt from smiling. 

Just made curry chicken for dinner. Had a bottle of Bordeaux to go along with it. 

Let the self-loathing begin…….

mearone:

People are anxious to change there circumstances yet are unwilling to change them selves, therefore they remain bound. James Allen

I miss sleep. I was really good at it. Not sleeping really fucks with your head. I have an awesome little boy, I’m a college grad, great career, great income…. wah wah wah.

I still have that burning desire to grab my can and go terrorize the streets. 

Aaaaannnnnddddd, now I’m rambling.

Night after night, it’s always the same; I see their faces, all these dead babies. I can’t remember all the ones I’ve saved, but it’s the one’s that I couldn’t that haunt me. Then there’s the other shit, this f’in weight hanging over my head. I know what I should do, but, I’m hesitant to pull the trigger on it. I used to be a hopeless romantic, but over the years I’ve learned, the hard way, that the whole “Love Conquers All” and “Love Is All You Need” schtick isn’t reality.